i miss my boyfriend ):
i got my period today.
that means puase batal-ed.

ok, bye

hohoho! ytd's bbq was awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :DD
had so much fun.im so lazy to post after uploading sooooo many pictures.

gah. juat enjoy the pics? lol


bus stop


bus



danish dropped the coke bottle on my feet! :@

10 october 2009

went out with love.
went out today also actualli but just lazy to transfer the pics.
im sorry about today. im sorry i was so cranky. im sorry im always irritated.
i mean its not my fault.
tell me who wouldn't be cranky if they only got to see their boyfriend once a week. no text no cal no contact. only once a week. tak saket hati?
like how am i suppose to not be miserable?
i hate this bloody feeling u knoe.
i cant stand all my friends with their 'im meeting 'insert boyfriend name' or their handphone suddenly vibrate then their bf text.

IM MOTHERFCUKING JEALOUS OKAY!
YOU GUYS DONT FUCKING UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL.
FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU ALL AND UR PRETTY BOYFRIENDS.

ass.
today went to dhouby gaut.
went to yamaha and got some piano books. including a jonas brothers one. cool?
as well as flight of the bumbe bee.
hmm reminds me of alfi?
kay. .yah will try the books tonight.
went with bby.
jalan jalan. bought my cototn on glossy leggings FINALLY!
then got a little emo.
went to swensens.

part of this post has been deleted.

gtg. i wanna talk to my boyfriend.
dont get me mistaken.
i do love him. very very much :D
:X

haloo. short post yah.

am thinking of starting a web show on you tube. haha.

see how lah kay.
with marissa lah DUH. :D

good in bye yAH.



gimme gimme, gimme more gimme gimme more.

money!!!!

:D

yes update! hah

im so the lzy to post.
so summing up, i had fun with my babes and dudes.
hah. 37! did u haf as much fun as we did? hah hope u did :D


aisyah's house.



otw to danish's house

happy raya-ing wont be active (:
waiting for sat to see bbbyyyyyyyyyy (:

good in bye Quebec. ):
haha.

i din back tomorrow ! (:

k thanks bye! :D


ccac meetin tomorrow! DONT BE LATE! faham?!hahah (:
got dentist today!:D

short post will be unactive for a few days cos of eoy. k nyee (:

slamat hari rayer! (:
yay. will upload around raya week. (:

hey heeey.
i cnt remember what bby's facebook email is. -___________-

i shall go bathe then go ntuc and buy ingredients to make ginger biscuits for bby and chocolate pretzels for home (:

i shall wait for baby's call at 9.30 pm again. :D





bye loves







dier seriously whatever lah SAKZSXZSX (:


i miss bf ):




neh neh pok!

www.checkus-out.blogspot.com

GOOOOOOOOOO! go lah! gooooooo!
i need money for a new handphone ))):

oiiiiiiiii!
tk mo g ns ah.
buang maser je.
buang mase, buang tenage, buang rambot! haah (:

he's leaving on thursday morning.
i wanna send him. pastu ader bapak lah mak lah abang lah, zahidoh lah. -,-
TSK
bu i cant skip that class. malay class leh!
cikgu nora confirm kill me.
plus i LOVE malay laaah (:

followed baby go buy ns stuff today. so CEREWET can!
tetek. hah
just listen to me lah!
pastu beli bende nak step pro.
sometimes, u still need ur mother okay!
hah.
alaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
tk mo pergi lah pantat.
pantat busok.
haha (:

k so i want to get ready something for him so he wont frget me lah kan.
hah like u will forget me like that. confirm u miss me kan kan kan.
eee menyampah.
hah. kay.
so yah.
tengok la what i going to do okiesss

kay side track abit.
im soooo excited for tomorrow's practical lesson.
let's recap the steps of titration. (:

1. wash pipette and burette with distilled water.
2. wash pipette with hydrogen peroxide (tmr's experiment requires this)
3. was burette with potassium manganate (idk potassim what lah)
4. pipette 25 cm cube (dunno how to cube it. hah) of H2O2
5. pour potassium thing till zero mark or burette
6. ohohoh adn remember to remove the thingy from the bottom of the burette and remember to remove the filter funnel!
7. titrate! mark reading and repeat for another 2 times.

kay dah.

okie i lazy to move on.

bottom line, i love muhammad mahyuddin chan okay (:

yes that means i dont like the guy in my class alr okay!

i mean DUH!

he hasn't been returning my feelings since july last year so YEAH!

k dah. teraweh should be done alr so waiting to baby's call and need ot go buang sampah. -______-

pemalas ah mak aku.

alamak smth wrong with the pic. will fix it soon kay. kya bye

today's date was awesomeee (:
had fun! waiting for din to get pics(:

had dinner at pastamaniaaaaaaaaaa (:

beat din twicw on guitar hero TWICE (:
haha k lah tk fair. i play for sooooooo long,

alright,
gtg byeeeeeeee (:

it's 7.24 am as i type this. i accidentaly wake early.
oh i re rebonded thefcuking fringe ytd.
hah i love the smell of the rebonding cream?
haha. oh and this fuck bitch go and cut my fringe shorter!
now can see the eyebrow.
do u know how lo0ng i had to suffer with gross fringe and now bring it all back.
KNN!

anyway. im so excited to see mrs chiew today.
maybe i'll get her a gift yeah?
dunno lah!
i seriously seriously got no money now!
u know why?
cos i spent aloooot on bob's.
why did i do that?
why did i bother?
like has he even gotten me anything?
u tell me?!
hah chill. but yah. waste right?
instead on spending on my bestfriends, i bought it for z guy?
whyn fazillah? why? what am i trying to prove????????? TSK
no okay! no! (:

kay so i owe people stuff
AISYAH: $5
SITI: bday present
HELENA: bday present

people who owe me stuff
HAIMAN:$9+
ABANG NUR:$20 since last year okay! (:
IRIKA: dont think i forget okay. NB!where's my $14 since 2007?
come tell me? TELL ME!
kay. pmsing much?

lol

so yeah. hmms.
what if i bought a guitar?
well i dont think i'd want to give it to him. u know why?
cos i'll expect something in return. like i always so.
and i know he wont give anything in return.
so why am i wasting my efforts???


oh i dream i went to geylang and i got lost at yishun interchange and i couldnt get home.
so lame. amek mrt je lah. LOSER! i kept asking the person whta bus to take from geylang. what bus but she wouldnt tell me. f you lah (:


okay so check out my awesome day planned out.

9am-chemistry lesson
10am-hang around/go home
TRY AND STUDY WITH ELECTRONICS SEDUCING ME TO TOUCH THEM. HAH.
2pm-get ready to meet din
3pm-must be at semb mrt to meet din
4.25-arrive at kembangan
4.30-dental appointment
i know ocnfrim dentist lambat
so hmm maybe done at 6pm?
530-6pm go to woodlands get ready for buke at causeway (:
7.10-BUKA!. woohoo. im not fasting so yah.
you must know im typing this with no expression at all -________-
and btwm i dreamt i was pissed of at malathe and i got my 5700 phone back!
kay moving on
7.30-go cut hair with din. sniffs. goodbye long hair. i'll miss playing with u.
hah.
then take picture picture then go home.
SAD OR WHUUUUTT?!
DIN'S GOING THIS thursday ):
SOBZZSXZSX

who to merepek with me?
who to give me undivided attention?!
*show's cute computer face*
wink wink.

kay u know what?
i need a new blogsong. this one is KILLING ME. so basi already.
help me aisyyyayayayah! haha aisyayah! ice yah yah. k lame

'into the ocean' by blue october.
KAY THANKS BYE!

BLOG SHOP UPDATED BABY! :D

hees

go go go go go go go go go go go go go

woah penat manz!
upload so many many pics.
omg im so lazy to update.
i wanna go sleeeeeeeeep. kesian dier tunggu,
basically, dinner with Gfs was awesomeeeeeeeee :D
luvvvv you guys.
insyallah i'll update properly tmr yeah? after band -________-
malas lah! stupid shit.
anyway, yah. dr william tan came. very inspiring much imust say,
ok ok ok im offfff!

luvvvvvvvvvvvvv Gfs :D
finally took pic with atiee (:

things just have a way of working themselves out.


blogger dah merepek laah?!

had fun today !!!! :D :D

class was okay, i like finish my physics homework tau!
fooyoh kan
hah. then the physics quiz i got 25/30! yayness. klah klah
cheat -,-

lol

after school watched lunch time performance, nana nutt and sarah sang acoustic version of pokerface.
SEDAAAAAAAP (:
hahah i mean merduuuuuuuu! lol
i tell you sarah sings like an angel! :D
HAH.

kay then went band meeting jap then call din tk angkat so intende to balek but i saw my clique!
yay! :D
haha hisyam, danish, iqbal, aliff, falah, nora and amirah.
berbual2 then cakap pasal k*a***
haha. babi eh!
LOLZ
then g playground blah blah
then played soccer with aliff hanafo and nora
then play volleyball with nora then played badminton with them again. iqbal was there too.
gah.
siti akhmed?
ahhahahaha :D
k dah i went home alone >:(
bah nvm.
got the rhd video. woohoo.
will cut and upload soon. gtg. niteeeeeeeeeeezzzzzzzzzzzzzz :D

bob nyer present.
gambar ader prob siket






nah amek gambar present.
eh ah ah ! blogger like got prob jer?
entah lah.
i'll just deal with it until malas.
i damn pissed you knw. supposed to buy siti n helly's present pastu luper. apermacam blh luper pon tk tahu. TSK!

niway.

when i say i wanna marry you i really mean it.
and i found out smth realy sad today kat street soccer court?
k lah not sad, but like u know TSK!
wasted -,-

kay anyway. yah i wanna marry you pleeeeeeaaaaaaaaassssssssssseeee? )):
hah.
i bet after the story story sumer tu tadi.
lah tukar topic.

watching singapore idol.
i reall ylike nurul huda. she seems real nice.
waiting for tabitha's performance. i THINK she'll be good? idk
oh and din, tell ur sis tindik lidah haram!
hisyam kater! :D

k hmmms i wanna say a few bday wishes.

a huge happy birthday to
SITI NURUL SYAFIQAH
JAMIE
KIA LARK
ANIL

hape you guys enjoy your 15th and 17th year in life kay :D
k dah tiredddd lahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
finally met nisa today.miss youuuuu
hah.

tk yah mandi blh?
*shows cute computer face*
wink wink (:


k dah bye!

nak kahwin :P

yessah. bob's present cleared.
tinggal hellyna
but but but, i'll till siti's bday skali to get the both of them smth :D

good that bob likes the present. will upload pics soon. im smelly and im watching tv. byeeeee :D

hi, namer saye taylor.
dahulu, saya berrumah tangga dengan marissa tetapi malangnya, kami bercerai.
say membuat keputusan untuk bercerrai kerena saya teramat-amat sayangkan FAZILLAH :D

haha. cute kaaaaaaaaaaaaaan :D

hah. tenga sahor right now then saw lappy. abeh on ah kan. (:
k nak tidurzzzzx.

bye (:

DANG I FORGOT TODAY WAS THE 29TH! tsk.

anyway i just wanna a huge happy birthday to this handsome handsome human being.
hah.

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYED MUHD HAFIZUDIN C***TY! k lah k lah bob. :DD
sweet 16 keper boi? haha :D
senyum senyum slalu dan semoge di panjangkan umur.
ewww. gross malay wish much?

hahah. stay handsome always okay!
even when u're old and kerepot. hahahahahha!

luvvvvv you (:
present on monday.
pinky promise :D



hot or what? *wipes sweat* hah.
k byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Girls like to be told that they're beautiful,rather than hot,pretty,cute or sexy. it just gives more meaning.


We're all bound to die anyway.



had an awesome day out with malathe, siti and pravina on wed. had pastamania w/o siti hu had to buke at home. so yeah. got no pics of the food uh. niway, had fun babe! :D it was awesomeeeee!








need i tell u more about my sudden love for curly hair ? (:


i tried french plaiding/scorpioning siti. hah. im still learning. i bet u cant even do it! wek haha (:




now down to serious business. my first REAL CIP. with real old folks (no insult to be implemented)
it was messy but 3/6 managed to pull through! yay us. we tought them how to do origami and showed them our racial harmony performance. i still need to get my hads on that disc! urgh. so then yah. at the end, the lady in the red baju kurong made me cry. she reminded me sooo much of nani. she was like 'belajar kene nombor satu. klau dah besar ader anak, sambung blaja. boleh panggil orang gaji' how so nani was that u tell me? then it got me thinking why would someone put her in an old foks home? she's so nice. plus she's intelligent too y'know. she had almost no problems in the origami making. i felt so sad. but then again, she might had wanted to go there in her own right? maybe she wante to haf a simple life. maybe she's completed al she needs to do in life?
so yeah. that opened my eyes and heart a little bit. yes i know, puase cnt cry. but siti said makroh so i'll just go with that.
worst of all, i didnt even aske for their names! how rude?! they asked for mine and siti's cos only 2 of us malay there cos hanafi and hisyam had other stuffs. then she also hugged me and kiss me. and it just made me remember how much i miss nani. )):
THEREFORE! IM SLEEPING HER HOUSE TODAY. nani i mean. not that lady hah. kay dah. penat. type.






lastly, last night, aunty gallo came over cos marissa has to go home for a week cos she has cmap plus she needs to go see her mummy. and i feel so lonely y'know. today sahur so the super quite. -_____- no one to sing me the 'kamu itu kenapa' song as well as the 'ice cream freeze'song. hais. but it's not like she died or what -,-
haqh too bad you wont see durian pancake for one whole week! hahahahah! loserrrrrr.
have fun at camp okay? wait. i mean oteyyh ! hahaah! i feel proud of u cos u can almost already do it on your own! yayness.

so below is a pic of her disgusting hair being scorpioned/french plaided by me :DD hahah! looks like roti right! :D haha not my fault that it's ugly. her hair is very very very layered. so the top part lose.



biiiiiiiiiiii! ): 11 more days?
we shall have like dinner together before you go kay?
plus i can follow u buy that fone and shoes.

chill arh bukannye dier nak mati keper -,- ns je -________________________-
but still..........


i miss THAT bestfriend, oh so much.

KAY BYE!

Girls hate it when guys say perverted things






perm hair perm hair perm hair!

thanks malathe. lurrrrvvvvveee you:D




kay
short post.


bye bi. im angry >:(

heyhoooo! :D ytd was helena's 15th birthday. so happy birthday :DDD
will pass you present on monday.
omg. today was like the most unluckiest unluckiest day laaaaaaaaaaaaah!
let's list down.

1)woke up late and didn't get to wash hair.

2)nana bailed on me for prata *shows FUCKING PISSED OFF FACE*
(thanks hanafi for like hearing me our in the morn. so that spoiled my morning)

3)didnt' do my malay homework and didnt study chem

4)don't know anything for chem test. for the FIRST TIME! im going all out and say this.
i dont care if teacher read my blog. cos seriously my blog my say. i need to get his off my chest so FUCK MISS KEH. ass. you know, because of you my chem drop?! give me back my mrs.chiew!
slanted mouth biatch! URRGH! mofo!

5)that 'true friend' is ignoring me. eh hello! im sorry lah eh! it's been 2 years so get over it lah biatch. lame fuck. dont have your name on him okay!

6)then after school need to hand in karangan today jugak.

7)then eat prata with din since someone cant make it! >>>>:( asked for ice tea but they give milo -,-

8)din go change the drink then got ice tea. then i drink then then TUMPAH on my skirt >:(

9)then i cant remember something else but there was something lah.

10)when i walking home i dropped the rose*. TSK!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

after school, went library with aisyah and amirah.
then play taboo after falah came.
hahah got 2 teams.
it's team A and team B so end up team Aisyah and team Balah. HAHAHAHHA
in the end ofcourse aisyah and i win laah! :D
then they like planned a surprise bday thingy for amii.
haha we had to bring amii to ava room.haha
so i was like let's go canteen.
then kluar library i said i wanted to pee. since we were on third floor i say i want to the 3rd floor toilet cos always got tissue (entah true ke tidak lol) then we had o hurry cos candle dah light up for a long time. so i said i really really had to pee so i got every one running! haha! losers. then sampai near the toilet, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPAY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.... hahah they started singing. cool tapi candle semuer dah melt. HAHA. then took lots lots of pics. kay lah tak lots lah -.- some kay, some :D

hahah i gave helly and amii both 15 seconds birthday hugs :D amirah in her class and helena like below mac. like infront of ppl ytd. HAHA.

amii, hope you had an awesome 15th bday with you beloved gfies : we love you loads :DDD



i made the rabbit card. shared present with aisyah; body shop perfume. sedap tau the smell!


me and the bday GAL hah.

hey, blogshop's currently under construction/maintanence. or whatever you call it.

currenty chatting with nafis COOLZ! hhaah whatever ehk nafis (: glad u changed. lols
hai, good times, good times, (winks to marissa. aper yang good times? baru skarang. HAHA!)

kay so yeah, i miss my pri sch frens lah!
recently, azri tagged me, i contacted zie, darlyna msged me, chat with nafis, tagged amirah, added maisie at facebook.
is this a sign? that we must all have a gathering?! hah.

ANY OF YOU GUYS READING THIS, PLEASE PLEASE ORGANISE A GATHERING! (:
aku malas. hah!

dont want no paper gangsta! hooked.
someone who's got the flavour.

happy birthday falah yusrina! (: haha naseb tk luper (:

short post. je.

missing babyyyyyyyyyyyy!

omg. im sorry marissa, but another kecyk star exists.
nah go see.
http://www.kechyk-star.blogspot.com/
hah. kay this is random kay. im not trying to say anything here. i dont even know her tau!
was randomly bloghopping.

kay byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

hey, currently on youtube.
you won't believe what im doing. haha.

i've recently been playing my gameboy colour haha yes! haha pokemon. how retro. (:
haha yay i remember why i stopped. i got stuck. i needed to take a sea route but non of my pokemons know how to swim.



so i searched for pokemon blue version for cheats. yes i know im lame. HAH! but i mean I HAVE TO COMPLETE THE GAME RIGHT. I CANT JUST KEEP IT HANGING!



So yah. there's htis guy who posted videos of him playing the game. so i like followed his journey. so i can know where to go too. and finally teach my pokemons how to SWIM! haha :D


anyhoo. parents outta town. yipee!
and this time no need sleep at nani's house!
shoud have thrown a party or something. LOL?!

haha anyway, waiting for videos to load. i think they should be done.





there's like alot of parts cause the game is long
currently at part 8.
will keep updates on which part of video i am on. haha like you care. kay whatevs. (:





toodles poodles.

edit/

what a picture? -,- haha

bangs ke per gal? haha
yah. cut yesterday.
seriously disgusting lah. but from far looks okay.
niway, bro and mom sick. then dad's being an ass. so i have to do everything around the house.

had fun in class today. understood a chapter of physics YEAH! haha. a maths still tak paham
hahh

kay skip all that shit.

my minah name is faz jepon baby
my mat name is faz kental.
my ah lian name is xiao faz lurbbz

marissa'sminah name is marissa kecyk starr

hanafi's minah name is fyfie cutie
hanafi's mat name is afi setan

hisyam's minah name is hisyam baby-G hahaha!
hisyam's mat name is sylar maut. hah

oh and mr tsia is tsia gelekz.
ahhahah
hilarious!

kay erm watching gubra.
toodle.

wanna post about to day but need to go bathe first then
alrighty then. see you laterrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

(L)

oh people! go my blogshop uh!


speech
school
fast
mom
job

shall elaborate :D

this was on saturday. went to nani's house, to celebrate kakak nina and tok's birthday. aunty dah also. but then aunty dah tk leh make it. TSK. very upset.
so yeah. after leaving from nani's house, everyone cam to my house and watched 'dead slience' which was not really a GREAT movie. but i'd rate it 2.5 out of 5.
so then went to sleep over at marissa's house. watched twilight there and then borrowed her book. still on page 9 and has made no recent progress. plan to finish my current book first.
so after watching twilight the other night, marissa and i took minah pictures! ahahhaha omg seriously crap pics lah! will update in seperate post.

ciaos (L)

just watched twilight.

IKNOW! SO SLOW RIGHT! haha now then nak watch and read the book. loser. haha

kay yah i think he's freaking hot.

ahah BUT! HE GOT DISGUSTING ARMS ):
nvm still hot. tk fair kan kristen! had sex with him. hahaha ader baby lagi!



oooh robert,
the amazing pale skin.
his awesome eyes. the way he just LOOKS at you. haisssssssssssss
his greasy hair.
his lips.
oh his lips!
oh his gorgeous kissable lips. (L)

hot shit lah he!





pfft. kay nak watch hannah montannaaaaahhaa yeah yeah. (irritating singging voice) wink wink :D

kay byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

he has it GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!

he was like 'what for?'
and i was like'for fun'
then snap, here it is. :D


hey hey! today was ike awesome:D
thanks aliff. sayang kau! (:
hahaha


kay so after school, delivered the belt to blogshopper
got my $8 then also sold top to sarah. thanks! :D
so then got back form amk then go to sch again cos i was supposed to follow aliff to bob's house.
so waited with iqbal and aliff from 2.30 all the way to 4.30 for bob to finish class.
then he finaly did and so took train.





then finally reach bukit gombak. walked then reached! couldn't go up cos bob didnt tell his mom we were ther, anyway, aliff wanted to borrow bob's ncc uniform. tu jer. haha
ya then took some pictures. haha.





bob looks good even when it's candid. not fair >:(
haha cute lah cute lah! -,- (:

my mother's such an ass. i dont get her lah. fuck ass,

hell awaits.

nights.

and whatever lah anil. WHATEVER -,-

hey. just finished taking pics for blogshop.
these are some pictures that i think are really niceeeee (:
in my opinion only.

kay see see see (:

nights. im off to uploading pics at blogshop.
oh if i haven't said it enough, go visit my blogshop!!! :D





www.checkus-out.blogspot.com
alah click on ly links jer (:

pics from ytd.

ilovesiti<3

(L)

overdued picturesss (:



i love you babeh!

Labels: let me touch you with my love

ugh yelah yelah suker hati kau lah. malas nak layan. see you tuesday (:

okay so alot of shit has been going on and when im mad i tend to say alot of stuffs. yah so just read this.

quote.




ok, 1st thing 1st. I would like to apologize for all my mistakes to you. i know i have talked bad things about u, behind ur back and hurt ur feelings, so i am realllyyy sorry. i dont wish to fight a war against you... i dont wish to make any more sins. hope you forgive me.

and i dont want to have anymore grudges abt u.
im sorry again.





okayy so yah that was from her. but read this then.

quote



Then there's this girl, i have no idea what's got into her. But anyway, i want to apologize, to the girl out there. I know i have talked bad things about you, behind your back. I'm trying not to again. So ya, I'm really sorry. If she knows la, and i'm not the only one not liking you know. There are more people whom you think likes you, but actually don't. Pity. I don't wish to fight a war against you.Then i know there is a backstabber that knows everything about me. I already forgive the person out there, I don't care actually because whatever now, i'm not going to tell anyone except for those whom i trust. And i finally know who to trust. Only one. Maybe two. Only two. And i love making new friends, and yes, i make friends with the geeky ones, the retards ones, but i will never make friends who have break my trust. And with people who likes to care only about them and likes to hurt people feelings.Enjoy.I hate you.



so from the above you might have gotten a clear picture who it is.



now, she posted the post at 7 someting. and apologised on msn at 8 something.

okay judging ffrorm the post, should i like accept the apology? cos it doesnt sound like one.

i know i sound mean right now cos it's like im hating her, but look, does this show that she still wants to be friends? cos form what i see at the blog, im guessing not, so i think u should save urself the trouble of apologising again. cos seriously, it's not worth it.



i still cant believe that u would do something of this nature cos u really are a good listener and u made me pray again. well so much for an angel ey?

everything was going fine at the birthday party u know. i was happy u could make it and i loved th present. but seriously girl, why like this?

what did I ever do to you

ohmygod!



this is lame lah seriously kiter dah sec 3 tau. abeh macam bdk primary school.

maybe we should start over. i dont like losing friends my dear. but seeing the last sentence , i just dont understand you laaaaaaah! urgh!


we used to be nice ey?





ohmygod i cnt stand this laaaah seriously budak kecik lah! tsk!!

ok im sick of playing pretend.
so fuck it. if u seriously dont wanna be my friend then fuck off okay!
i don't know what's ur problem. u've got issues. u say stuff about people and say this and that about them and that they should sedar diri. but look missy, u aint all that perfect okay!

the man u love HATES u.

he HATES you! stop texting him! it's not gonna change anything okay bitc/h!

and oh pls dont come and ask me hu im talking about okay bitch. i wont say it to you in ur face but hell yeah IT'S YOU!. bitch ass

yah you!

u think u're so perfect?!

u think u're so pretty?!

u think u're hair's nice!?

oh please eh chebai! kiss my ass!

u're disgusting. like seriously!


first u say that i befriend HIM cos i think he's hot.
well say all you want freak but hell i treasure all my friendships. and i still cant believe u STARTED A WAR!


and so look now. why are YOU friends with HIM?!?!??!



huh?! tell me motherfucker! u face is just gross. YUCK!

pleeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaasssssssseeeeeeee lah!

u know what u are? there's a name we call people like YOU


BACKSTABBING MOTHERFUCKER!


seriously, is this the way u think u're gonna get friends?!



biatch/


phew puas hati siket. i feel like punching HER. URGH!
thanks bestfriend(S).


oh i hate that biatch (L)
muahs. lick my behind!

finished my book 'sundays at tiffany's' (awesome booook. it has everything. happy, sad, sex, death, hope, magic. simply fantastic <3)

1. met haiman in the morning to return baju



2. haiman owes me $5.30



3. went home



4. ate ketam , tulang and udang. SYYYIIIOKKK (:



5. miss nisa ):



6. oh talked to nuraini for an hour ytd. love ya babe



7. need to delete songs from phone.



8. dont think can go out with aisyah

dreamt of hanafi lah. hahah.

cute reaction much?

better hairstyle.

oh oh oh. i want someone to sing 'you're not alone' by Mj to me.

it's real sweetttttttttt

kbye

fazillah (L)

to have told you my feelings was a really hard thing for me to do.
but to confront you about it and everything else was even harder.

im just hoping you'll shelter me from the harsh truth.

i spoke to him 4 times today.
big step since coming out of my shell okay.


i just wanna live in MY world.
where im all alone. surrounded by music and everyone is afraid of me.

it's been a while.

anyways.

siti girlfriend came over!
she actually wanted to go semb shopping centre so come my house skali. haha
then eat maggie.
then eat durian!
haha

then had a ahrd time finding the busstop to go sss.
so went to yishun and take bus from there!
hhahh. boleh jalan tak nk! lol.
but it was raining whuuuut!
haha
i miss marissa.

got more stuffs for ika.

no pics to upload yet. need to go do the compo shit thing.

bye..


eventhough i told you to say those words.

i never stopped loving you

and i never will.

i know it's like i like eveyone.
it ain't that way hunny. i fancy many but i LOVE one.

coming out of the dark shadows and into the lime light.








hanafi?

HANAFI?

Hanafi?


topsy-turvy world.





















stupid homework buddy!

farrah fawcett is pretty right!

i bet u dont know hu that is.
hah. she was the original charlie's angels.

i lazy to do homework laah.


E! is awesome (:

blogshop!

not ready yet lah.

taking pictures.

thank niSa for helping out!

love you muahs muahs! haha (:



k ciaos!

curently watching true hollywood story of michael jacksin. im sad for him.
dang lah why he die.

why must everybody die?

what's gonna happen to singapore if lee kuan yew dies?

would we still be as successful as now?


very pissed off right now.

currently feeling very very very random.

some people look like bird right?
haha

i think michael jackson very handsome last time leeeeeeh!

tsk. and he didnt bleach his skin okay!
he has some skin disease!

why does does the media al ways focus on the negative news?
why? what gives them the right to mock others?
who says they can judge people?
different people have different lives, views.


nisa's coming over and i still havent bathe! hahah

need to nani's nouse later cos parents in KL
i didnt want to follow cos havent do homework.
but actually i dont wanna be away form singapore cos i wanna text him (:

hmm this is weird.
i think im moving to fast?!

niSa's coming over! faster walk!!!!!
hahah!

can get started on the blogshop!
yipeee!

will be selling the old stuffs and some new stuffs.


i waonder what it's like to be popular.
not that nice i guess.
people's always following you .
no privacy.

see im weird. i think niSa's here.


byeeeeee (:

i make kissy faces

at his picture(s)

oh i miss the times ):

Labels: the things you told him all along

awwwwwwww dang! i forgot i got homework to do tau!

the maths revision quesitons.

chaps;





1 (done!)


2 (started)

i dont wanna do workwhen he's asleep ):

3 (started)


4


5


9


camp compo


the competition compo


so far that's all i've done and school starts on monday! gees!


thanks for temaning me do homework my dear (:

/edit

have u ever felt like you should tell the truth?

i think i should tell mr wong the truth.

nah i think i'l hold it for a little while.

niways..

i feel like i should tell her that her hair sucks!
omg sorry.








hais. okay bye,
im glad u texted (:

like FINALLY.

my life's suddenly back on track again (:

hahs.

see yah. oooooooooooooh cepat cepat CALL (:



pretty pleeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaassssssssssseeeeeeeeee!

gee look. i found this.
taken at obs. from nuraini's obs album at facebook.


















it's tough seeing the one you love, love another.
hell yeah it's tough.
and it hasn't even started.
i'm sitting in my room waiting for my phone to beep.
waiting.
waiting for something.
waiting for the text.
waiting for thr apology text.
waiting maybe he'll take back what he said.
i was a fool to ever ask you to mouth those words.
such a dumbass fool.
hmm. maybe i shouldn't have told you how i felt.

but i kow deep down, im happy with my decision.
at least i didn't go thru the whole 'kevin' situation.
i gat my chance and i used it.
now i REALLY know we're not meant to be.

if my life was a song, it'd be a number one hit.
if i was a pretty girl, i'd be nice.
if i had the nicest boyfriend in the world, i'd never let him go.


as of right now,
i'm gonna make it clear to myself that i am not to like anymore ppl (:


i know myse;f. i get to clingy.

it's to true what you said.
i love too easily.

but i fall hard.





yes, in the end, life fucks us all.

hey ho. ytd was the hillary outing. watch transformers, revenge of the fallen.
it was A-W-E-S-O-M-E! (:
haha. it teared me ah . seriously worth watching.
we played this silly game, GOGOBALL. at time zone. hahha then naveen kept swearing!
we were supposed to throw balls at this alien spaceship thing. then the ship kept moving. then naveen kept swearing! "stop miving you fuck bitch fucker!" hahahah!



gah. aft movie didnt go east coast ah. but went to nuraini's house ate delicious pizza! woohoo!


then at nisa came to my house AGAIN!
seriously damn funny laaaaaaaaah!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO IKAAAAAAAAAAAAA :D



i love you lah babe (:

semoga panjang jumur dan murah rezeki yeee?

haha. al fatihah!

amiiiiiiiiiiiiiiin! (:

miss syafiq bidin.
who knew he'd turn out to be one fine boy?
hahha fazillah fazillah!
asyik asyik boys boys boys!

ape ni?

ish. dah memang fazillah macam gini.

fazillah lebig suke hang ngan boys bab dorang care free uh.
they dont care abt the way i look and tak cerewet. plus, i get my way. hahha (:


fazillah rindu hanafi ):
fazillah sayang hanafi (:


oh one more thing.


fazillah

sayang

niSa

haha.

and i oh so love hillary.

i love adam

i love syimir

i love helin

i love iffa

i love raihan

i love naveen

i love munirah

i love nuraini

i love hoe! hah

i love ramo

i love mawardy

i love esther

i love ming zhen

pfft i love hisyam -,-

kay! nights!

hillary outing tmr (:



seeeeeeeeeeeeee yaaaaaaaaaaa!


/edit

oh how true?
lol

went to library with adam today.

did homeworks. just the surat kiriman.

then heard today must finish karangan?

oh i dont give a shit??!!!!!!!!!!!!



kay so yah.

so today,

suposed to meet adam at eleven.

he was like jangan lambat please. then i was like okay okay, chill.

then in the end saper yang lambat satu jam!?
hahha.

stupid laaaaa!
i say sembawang library. then he go alight at admiralty.
LOSER!
hahah

then i had to wait. hahah
then in the mean time hanafi texted me . thn i said adam was late cos he stop at wrong place.
then hanafi said maybe he saje make excuse cos eh go find for apolo boxes to go masterbate.

HAHAHAHA! (INSIDE JOKE LAAAH!)hahah then i laugh to myself. wakakkaka


kay then nisa joined us. another loosu.
she thought we at woodlands library. ahahh lucky i call kan. klau tak salah.
hhhaha
then did a little of homework then they came to my house to watch jangan tegur. ahhahaha


kay malas nak rattle. nga ajar nisa piano lah kan.

biler nak bayar feeeeeeeeeeeeees?
mak nak duit!

GAH. 2more weeks till pay?

kay byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (:

this was meant to be posted HOURS ago.

haha.
laugh you ass off!
lol!


klakar kan nisa! kan kan kan?!

hah.

that's adam btw. my hillary watchmate (:


kay nights.

outward bound rocks my socks. (:

this is syimir. a.k.a cina celop.
he's cute riteee (: haha



this is mawardy. my primary sch friend (:



this is ramona. she's my pretty unity buddy (:



this is wen xuan. known as HO to my team. haha




this is nisa. she's the best among the rest.




this is raihan. he's real funny. im gonna miss him (:



this is adam haha. crazy monkey. loook like brother n sister uh? hahah (:


this is another picture of syimir. the dude who knows eveything (:


this is navin. the BIRDBRAIN (:




this is munirah. she likes to use the word 'ahchoda! (:'



this is iffa. she melatah's alot! but she's nice. haha



this is nuraini. the LOUDSPEAKER. kahwin kan dgn navin baru tahu (:



this is ofcourse the BEST. (: hisyam sylar. haha (:
navigator lah sey! (:
i heard alot of girls asked for his number. hah.



(i didnt take picture with the rest. malas. (: i only took with the best (: hahah)

just got back from camp . OUTWARD BOUND SINGAPORE!

awesome laaah!

shall sum it up

day one:

met my watch: HILLARY.
it's named after some guy who climbed mount everest i think.


so first day:
we did some belaying thing, clean store. yada yada.
trust fall
then cook and pitch tent.
oh was day ic for day one.
slept with iffa, nisa, ramo, nuraini.

2nd day:
rock climbing! i pro okay O:
hhaahh.

shit lah. i cant remember what happened on what day but i just say what happen uh kay.

the best part was kayaking lah!
kayak around ubin leh!. tiring fuck lah. (:
but my partner damn cuteeeee lah (: hees.
this guy from north view sec
oh and i met mawardy. he in my group. haha.
kay so yah. my kayak partner is syimir. then kayak kayak, then penat giler lah.
but he damn nice lah, he was like "nevermind if u wanna rest just rest"
awww. baik kan (:
then we had this trekking thins. woah walk around the whole of ubin with f/ucking heavy back packs. then i carry carry like shit lah.
seriously wanted to give up man.
i cried uh. but persevered. (:
i was htinking about bestfran and somehow it helped push me.

kay the people in my group are:
adam
syimir
nuraini
nisa
iffa
navin
munirah
esther
fazillah
hisyam
wen xuan
ramona
mawardy
ming zhen
he lin
raihan.

i think the ones i really bonded with were:
nisa, iffa, syimir, adam, unity ppl, nuraini.

these ppl are awesome. i miss them already lah. tsk

hais. te lastnight was the best lah. everybody was so hyper.
maybe cos the next day balek time. haha

hahah adam transformed lah.
the first day he like damn damn damn quiet knoe. no friend boy. then last day seriously likemonkey!

kay so the last night right, me and iffa was talking about 'HIM'

then we like follow everywhere he go and everything.
then sat at tent .
then suppose to play truth or dare and iffa n i made plans for the dare already seyy!
then tak jadi cos different schools had stupid meetings so left me and syimir.
thenn we just sat and talked.
he's real nice.
but he has long finger nails. (;
ahhah
we chatted for quite some time lah.
he reminded me of hanafi i guess?.
then it was just us two uh.
felt kinda weird considering he has a girlfriend hey.
so yah, haha.
mrs lee, if u're reading, dont get mad?
hahhaha
then tenga best best talk talk, insructor serang!
it was past bed time la but ppl still havent sleep.
then instructor pekik pekik.
then teros sleep.
so then i woke up the next day and befor u knoe it it was time to go home lah.
but had this jetty jump thing.
u got to shout ut wish then jump into the sea.
which was scary but i managed to do it. YEAH! (:

BUT! HANAFI DIDNT. tsk
now let's shift the atention to my bestfriend hanafi okay.
as u know, he's hydrophobic so it's hard for him to take part in water activities.
when they were teaching us how to kayak, everyone had to capsize th kayak lah.,
then hanafoi super scared.
but after persuasion, he managed to do it.
when hanafi immerged from the water after capsizing,
i felt so proud and i cried a little uh but no biggie.
it was amazing. he was taking his first step toward overcoming his phobia.
BUT!
he didnt jum the jetty jump!
fi, evrybdy was waiting for u to jump.
you've always been there for me and oushed me to believe that i can do whatever i set my mind to but now u're contradicting urself. what's this?
after ALOT of support, he still didnt jump.
but i think all this takes time.
whatever it is, ii still love u bestfriend! (:
btw, his group name is da gama.
which is nice lah (:

after obs, unity went to eat at harbourfrount, ate kfc.
yum! (:


so malas nak continue ah.





syimir cute lah can (:
hees.

omg this is sooooooooo lame! (: but my blog la kan. suke hati ah(:


T/H

4/1

BOB! CEBAI (:
HAHA.


GO OUT LAAAAAAAH!

ask me out again.


(: then we can bitch.
i know u love to bitch hunneh (:


currently otp with him. smelly cat (:


i quote : there's plenty of hafizudin to go around.
now that's just gross. (:

kay. i wanna do something here.
tag me to say hu u prefer.


hafiz OR tariq.

stupid girl. stupid stupid. cakap je u don't hate me eh?\

ular kepale dua man. hahah


meeting aisyah tomorrow. (:




cotton on gor sales leh! nice stuffs!
aww wish i had a rich boyfriend (:

haha

take advantageeeeeeeeeee~

nak keluar! ask me out. ask me out ask me out!













GSS lehs!

LUCAS TILL is effing cuteeeeeeee! (: haha
he looks like syafiq bidin ey? cuteeeeeeeeeeee.
watched hannah montana. he damn cute (: lol
went out with syafiqah girlfriend. (:




he has the cutest smile (:




after movie

hoos!

congrats nana to braceless teeth but need retainer!

lambert gay!

went to geylang w/ nana lol.

follow her friend farhan (who is cute (:) find contact lens. red colour, why?
nak takut kan opponent -,-
haha!

then met haiman at paya lebar. find find find. leceh lah.
i bought kueh makmur. not that nice. blah blah.

eh farhan damn cute lah.

kay whatever. then went to eat at kopitiam .. cheat money. buy naan then curry must pay. chetot! lol whatever, by this time farhan dah baleh. sad, hahah.

whatevs.

then go kembangan dentist. tunggu lame laahs.
then pain . woah damn sian leh post. malaaaaaaaaaaaaas lah. oh and i borrowed nana's dress. lol.

thn went to woodlands find my shoe. then nana sebok lah want to buy bag. haha (: choosse lambat. (:she bought red janspot bag. good (:

susah to find shoe lah. went to bata, metro, charles n keith alot lah. tries ALOT of shoes. then was about to give up. like seriously tau then haiman say he saw some at the first floor metro then we went ther. try some more shoes. then nana penat so she duduk2. lol so i was like 'eh pinjam boyfriend kejap ehk (:' haha. he verrrrrry nice laah! he damn nice leh! help me ask for size, then tell me which one nice, whice one this which one that. thank you. sorry went thru alot kay. haha.

then pay then BALEK!

kay nak tidor already. kay guuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuudniteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! (:

pictures another day.

Labels: a girl who got her heart broken and bcomes a she-devil (:

I'M


SORRY


BUT



I


THINK


PIERRE ANDRE


IS


CUTEEEEEEEEEE~



yah i know. im weird, tsk. cute lah. mak nak kahwin! (:





this looks like hisyam doing his sylar bit?











nak kahwin ngan pierre !(:

name a friend from a-z


a : aisyah
b : bob
c : chong han
d : david
e : eugene chan
f : fionne
g : gervina
h : hanafi (:
i : iqbal
j : jamie
k : khairi
l : Lijun
m : marissa
n : nana
o : none
p : pravina
q : none
r : radiance
s : siti nurul syafiqah (:
t : erm tariq?
u : none
v : venus
w : wanyi
x : lol none.
y : none
z : zie (:



1. Can R and S be together in BGR ?

(radiance & siti) -,- if they wanted. lol


2. How is L related to you ?

(lijun) she's my bestfriend's bestfriend (:


.3. Does Y know Z ?

this question os not valid.


4.If C betrays you, will you kill him/her ?

(chong han) lol no. -,- it's just chong han


5. If K steals your boyfriend, what will you do ?

(khairi) steal ah steal! gay.


6. If B tells you that he have a crush on you , what will you do?

(bob) hahha (: that'd be awesome. but nah. no thanks


7. Will/did you and M get into a fight ?

(marissa) lol. we'll just blame tasha. ahhah then laugh like mad. (:

8. Who does K have a crush on?

(khairi) ADILAH HIS GERRRRFRIEND. lol


9. If L calls you a bitch , what will you do ?

(lijun) what can i do. haha. but she won't lah! she's nice.


10. Whats the relationship between you and E ?

(eugene chan) erm friends? ccac friends

11. Who does Z like ?

(zie) hmm im not sure. we need to talk.


12. Who is J's best friend ?

(jamie)erm she has loads of friends. i dont know. lol.


13. What colour does Y like ?

question not valid


14. Where does F live ?

(fionne) in some condo.

Did you and C have a fight before ?

(chong han) erm no? but i think i got snap at him befor. im quite a meanie.


16. Who is H's best friend?

(hanafi) ME! , hisyam , iqbal. dunno


17. What can u say about T ?

(tariq) ooh. lol he's cute? (:


18. If D tells u he/she has a crush on you ?

(david) no lah. i dunno., can lah. (: haha. hot pe! lol.


19. How long have u know Y & do you like her ?

question not valid.


20. Tag 10 people to do this quiz :

aisyah
nana
azfar
hadi
falah
zie
syafiqah
hisyam
jamie
david

hooos! (:

random.

cooking mama is fun.

lol . the Wii one lah.

annugerah starts today? lol




kayy bye.

he pushed away everyone.


to make sure she was the only one left.

like woah. found this pic.
i was reading my posts and i feel terrible that he had to be my rebound guy.
that's sad.
sorry dude.
there was sooooooooo many misunderstandings lah
and i dont blame u for acting that way so yah.
no biggie. just wanna say a huge sorry.
yeah it wasn't meant to be,

and i guess promises made in relationships are never meant to last.


*PICTURE DELETED*

AD JUST CALLED MARISSA.
AWESOME SHIT.
HAHA. (:





AND I STILL LOVE PIERRE ANDRE (:

aww. ain't that cute(:
they were sleeping and i had a hard time waking them up.lol(:
ilyg

nana and faazillah's sleepover party currently in progress. yay! (:

more updates tomorrow. having fun watching movies and eating chips as well as pizza (:

getting ready for stomp performance. lol


nak ssangat amek gambar. best? (:

hahhahaha. seluar koyak bang?
hahah. (: i wont say ur name (:

hais. pete wentz. been a long tims since i 'gaga-ed' over him (:

istillloveyouwentzy (:

he's one hell of a hot guy (:

hey ! back! hahs. loooooaaaaadss of things happened.
birthday, camp, sentosa outing. just shush and look at pics okies. (:

BIRTHDAY PARTEY! hahs (:

food food food and food. had fun hahs. played twister, ate food! nice ice cream cake.
oh and i love my presents okayy! (: let's list all the things i got. hahs.
1.necklace from siti & hellyna
2. necklace from aisyah
3.$20 from aunty-ta
4. nike waterbottle from din
5. 'suria hatiku' from din
6. GUESS bag from aunty gallo & marissa
7. comb, mirror & puch from hanafi
8. dress from kakak nina
9. bodyshop papaya soap from nana (:
10. BUILD-A-BEAR from nora & nana

oh i so love my girlfriends. (:
thanks. i hop i didn't miss out on anyhting. hahs.

gah! why cant i be in a world where everyone is ugly and no one cares about their looks and when they are born, they get a perfect family. and everone get onlyone soulmate. no cheating., no playing around,


kay whatever,.

here we go.
MYE results.

pure physics:FAIL (dont wish to share fail marks. all close to passing marks )
e maths : FAIL
a maths : FAIL
English : C6(I never get so low. so it's not me. it's the paper.)
combined humans : B4
pure chemistry : A1
malay : A2

pfft.
yes anil. im lazy.
im not stupid (:
thanks.

anyways.

im in a more comfortable place in class.
erm yeah. band has started.
go thru exam papers.
yada yada yada.

kay moving on.

as u may know, i tuition my pretty cousin, Marissa.
i teach her maths. $50 per 4 lessons.
and for her MYE, she got highest in her class ! YEAH!
heck am i a good teacher. hah.
well done babe. i love you!



kay so on the 23rd,
1)Nana
2)Nora
3)Siti
4)Helena
5)Aisyah
6)Amirah
7)(bob)
8)(bob's friend)
9)(hanafi)

yeah. kay so gotta bathe.
have been very moody lately.
im trying to keep everything inside.
ahhhhhh.

ohohoh. and i wannna pray in the mosque. alone.
without anyone.

kayy. bye.

he was awesome today. (:

more pics.
damned mother ask to go offline. gah!
kay bye

currently at nana's house. hahas.

kay so EXAMS ARE OVER! like i ever cared that it started. pfft. haas

so mugged like crap for a maths paper. stupid brain.
my brain cant seem to store memory for a long time.
i need to study then straight away sleep then do the paper baru my brain boleh function, lols
dumbfuck.

anyway, used bob's calculator. hahs.
looooong story i can say? kay whatever. smells like him.
hahah i didnt sengaje smell it lah. but i was curious and. ah whatever lah

so after paper m,et mr GOH. haha then kacau kacau abt ms chua lols

thn went off with nanaBANANA haha lameeee
we ate prata. hah. mybirthday treat. thanks hunneh.
the curry was supeeer spicy lah can. haha
hmms.
talked.

then i didnt wanna go off cos din still in school so went to nana's house. she meeting haiman at 2.30pm but he confirm sampai at 7pm hees.
lol

kay so we read people's blogs, saw people's facebook and laughed.\
hah im super bored. i cant seem to wanna continue posting. i think im sick with computer life lahs.

ika's bf has cute dimpls. that's random.
here's another random crap.

salt and pepper,
sugar and spice.
bob is hyper
and bob is nice (:

booooooooob.
kay gonna meet din soon.
another random thing. din to me is like dave to shykah i guess.
maybe im wrong. hahs

kay thanks bye!
imissyoubaby!
icantseeyourfacefromwhereiamnow.
butsoonit'sgonnabeover.

*sunday mornin'():

omg i totally didnt mean to not post this!


happy

birthday

nutt!!

yay.

we're 15!

iloveyou!

remember our presents! (:

hees. see ya love!

overdued photos!
hahah currently watching manjalara. with cuzzzie (: haahh
went to some mother daughter contest crap thing.
merepek lah. hahah
just for fun. hah make my mother happy. dah nak mothers'day lah kan (:
bought 3 tee shirts!
yay. best kan.

oh before that, we ate at some stupid kedai. 'nasi ayam penyet RIA' shit lah




ahahh i ate DELICIOUS ikan bawal penyet.




kay then went back to marissa's place. then ate brownie and killed a liZard. hah
brownie dng ice cream! sedap giler ! (:
then pastu balek.
bought notebook and stuff

then nenek at my house >:(

urgh.

bleah.

then eat then dah. tu jer.

the pictures are arranged in order of date.


went out with din that. bought camera bag. heeeeees. nice (:
my exam papers sumer taik lah.


i want to love


TETEK!


muhammad mahyuddin bin mukhlis chan (:

because it was just meant to be laaaaaaaah!

dang i had a hell of a dream ytd! it was awesome i tell u!
but then i woke up! urgh.

hah. he was playing with my toes.
hah. sounds kinda gross ey. lol

hmm anyway, had tuition with haiman. kater start pukol 2 datang pukol 4.30.
bleah made me wait for 2 hours plus. urgh.

kay bye nak watch friends.

oh god. ip adress ip adress ip adress.

will check it out soon. i forgot my password uh bob.

i feel honoured that people wanna spam tag me! sweet kan. it shows that people read my blog. lol

have not been studying for mye's uh. bored.

thanks hanafi for being there hey?

haah pravin chipped his tooth. lol
hahahah

FAT FAT FAT! and he doesnt friend you.! WEK.

haahh. swear u dont know hu im refering to (:

1)cosim bored.
2)cos im your friend
3)cos i care
4)cos i wanna know
5)cos i find joy in teasing ppl w/ their loved one
6)cos then i'll have a topic to talk to u about
7)cos i can give u advice about women? lol
8)cos i `feel that we need to bond. lol wth.
9)cos we dont talk anymore
10) sebab aku k-po (:

can hisyam? ten good reasons (:
i'll be waiting. haha (:


oh and changed braces colour to light blue. very nice. see me, ask me to smile lol. haha (:
hmmm kayy . feel like changing blog url. lol.

but then people will think it's cos i'm scared. im not i guess. lol? hahha i guess older people just feed on younger people's fear. hahahha lol.


hahha kay nights. had a wonderful day. idontgiveafuck about mid year. bye loves.

tuition with haiman? reply me dude. tata

din's going ns in september! noooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

do your thing day. -,-

i want sugar donuts! omg! today i had killer cramps lah! it lasted for about and hour plus?
and i vomitted. gross.

DONT EAT SUGAR DONUT AT Q BREAD. IT TASTES DISGUSTING!

manjalara today.

hmm. ccac today was ok..

i berak-ed in school. muahahah! (:

i think im born in the wrong era. and i hate my dad can.

i should be born like during the industrail revoulution mann.

bleah.

kay bye.

go f off and smell my FART man! (:

4.43pm

4.42 pm

juboh. (:

omg omg omg. im done reading someone's blog and i see how miserable her lifes. she's so young. yet she smokes, got knocked up, pregnant, and boyfriend's a loser, goes clubbing and yet, she doesn't regret her doings.



omg, ur doing so many wrong things. think about ur family, ur friends, ur religion, GOD.

come one, we were brought to this world to be true to ur religion n so serve as a good muslim (im sorry but its reli true ok). life is all a test n u gotta overcome it. yeah there's other things in life like school, puberty and crap. but u gotta push the things aside cos in the end, ur main objective is to sembah allah! oh gosh. open her eyes.!

hais. everyone is brought to th world , the same. its just how u live ur life.
if u know u're doing something wrong, then correct it! stop living that stupid lie!. .cos it ain't worth it laah please!


kau yang akan suffer in the end tau!

okay as of now, like right now, i cannot tolerate:

pakain terdedah : showing cleavage. (barfs)

eating non halal food. (hello muslim people, just bcos its not pork doesn't mean it's halal lah pls. dont buy a sandwhich with ham if the shop isnt halal, dont eat gummy sweets with gelatin like beef gelatin cos it's not halal. why? cos did u sembelih the lembu to get the gelatin? see. u gotta take into account these kinda things man!)

shaping eyebrows: oh its oh so haram okayy! im telling u now . so dont pretend you dont know.

bertindik di badan selain telinga

so manymanymany more luhs.

idont know why im like this today but yeah.

i lovebeing a muslim and i wanna die in islam.

so fuck u non muslims!
omg okay i didnt mean that.
we have different believes okayy. im sure u love ur religion right. so yeah. (:

hais.


i love siti nurul syafiqah. (:
Syafiqah! kau BEST! (: hahah


anyway, jamie passed her 2.4 today! yay!! congrats babe (:

kay till here aites.

need to tell myself to do homework1 hahha (:

ilovemuthusamy.
someday,hewilllovemetoo. (:
yay. kay byebye.

its not always rainbows and butterflies.

it moves us along.

hey yo! ahahhha incase u avent heard, unity symphonic band won SILVER for syf! yay.

hmm here are some band pics lah . yawns yawns. had celebration in school today. there was 6 pizzas n like 50 chicken? woah right, oh well. i reli dont think we should celebrate that much. okok whatever